My stupid dream.

Haha, while i was working today,

we talk alot of funny stuff,

i told them~

Me : I want to be model!

They : in ur dream! cause your too short!.

Me : Hmp! I will buy Taller shoes + the increase height pad to put in the shoes !

They : . . . ( ignoring me )

Me : T^T!!!

- School -

i was skipping school today , as i forgot to bring my laptop down which it cover all my stuff , exercise and assignment :( so i plan to lie and skip school.

- Working -

O.O seriously, i work today kinda tired, cause 1st july our shop going to have grand opening :D

Wish me luck :3 i want to eat !! T^T i want rendang! Hungry-Ing

Oh yea i meet the new full timer :X he seem blur . . . too bad i cant eat him T^T rawr

I NEED FISH!

- Okie time to go hope i can update tonight , recently i just come back home and sleep very tired + i'm suck T^T -

GIVE ME FISH!!! I NEED FISH!!!

I'm so stress...

So what now? i'm in the middle of the night and i'm super stress!

Why?

I need to make 3 rough, and 1 exercise by tomorrow and now i'm sick with super big headache!

some more i have to work till night tomorrow

oh ya~ by the way, i'm so worry about my pet,

They did not eat for whole day today!

I hope tomorrow they will eat. making me so worry about them X_X!!

- k k that's all for now head-aching tsk tsk tsk -

Weee

Ding~ Ding~ Ding~

Seriously i did't update my blog for like 2 days?

So i wonder did any of my friend miss my blog?

or not? ='/

Haha anyway i'm going talk about some stuff :3

On sunday, i was alone at my working place ( new working place la )

then on the noon i was so cold that i call DOM,

Me : Dom! I'm sooooo cold~

Dom : Huh?

Me : i say i'm soooo cold~

Dom : i'm eating now~ with friend~

Me : =O

Dom : don't disturb me kao zai~

Me : =I okie lo enjoy ur dating T^T....

then i hang up the phone ~ ~ ~

Then i call my boss Liz ,

Liz : aiyer , why you call me your phone credit too much ah?

Me : cause i miss u ma ~ so i call you lo~

Liz : ni hen er d ~ ( mean geli ) her favor sentence XD

Me : where got~

Liz : i tot got something important want to find me ~

Me : no la, just miss you

and alot more~ hahah ( but i keep hearing someone laughing at the back i wonder who is that girl)

- epic cool fake hair -

i was tidying and i saw 3 fake hair XD so i decided to play with it XD 1st one i seem like a rocker or what XD 2nd one i look like ah kua XD ( japanese girl style hair = =) 3rd nothing diffrent just the front part more longer XD. .. . i will upload the picture i guess? if someone request it Hahaha~

- School -

Arh~ Mr william say i did wrong for my exercise = =!! WTF sigh @_@

now i got 3 rough ~ 1 review to do ! 3 assignment !!! oops 4 assignment!!!

- My baby pet -

Yush ~ i got my baby pet , i wonder what should i name it?

they are so lovely that i keep watching them ~

muhahhahaa grow up faster baby~ i love you 2 mucks

- that's all for now since i'm blogging last min before going out , i will update more when i come back from work -

Thanks Q

I Thank for all my friend who cheer me up when i'm down,

support me :3 thanks a lot ,

i grateful to have u all as my friend ^^

and i wish to bless you all with all my bless.

Btw when today i go to hills,

there is event , about 2 artist come.

but i watch like 10~20min then i leave,

cause i totally dont have idea who are them and which one is them?

muhahahaha XD

- Continue with my fake mask on -

Ding Dong Dang

Dang Dang Dang ,

Let my heart seal to calm me down.

i dont want others to worry about me.

as i wish you all the happiness you can get from ur new lover.

i will sit here and bless for you and him.

and i shall wait for the time to come for me to be active again.

so for now i shall seal it to remain who ever i am.

so that i dont have my dark side to come out rampage,

as i let all my friends suffer for it.

i will wear a mask to fake myself,

until when time come,

for me to take off to someone special,

or to be taken off by the special one.

that's all for now . . .

A apologies from me.

1st of all i want to ask this,

I'm sorry to you , Mr Hao, Miss Small Sam and Miss Chan.

because of the rude behavior that i'm acting today,

due of my stress recently and my personal stuff.

i'm almost going went wild.

hope u bare with me .

thanks Q and a million sorry .

seriously i'm so piss.

Recently, i'm being eating my dinner like 2~3 person meal.

so i'm getting super fast fat ...

Btw when today i was walking back to the shopping mall,

i have to walk past the super busy road! ( i mean alot of cars )

But when i reach there, there is only like 1 car coming but it's so freaking slow,

like 20/40/kmp i was like what the fk?

you know it's like the back of the car have no cars,

suddenly it's like 20~30 cars coming VERY fast.

i was like WALAO EH!!!

then the guy drive past hear it and drive more faster.

- i did't know that the window of his car was open -

SHIT la him, guess what i saw .

he was driving facing left side to speaking with his friend.

PLEASE THE ROAD IS NOT YOUR FATHER ONE! DRIVE FASTER IDIOT!

Time

Time.

Time pass by every sec on what your doing or what your thinking.

As for me, time are like my story line.

It help me to write my life story,

from the day i was born till the end of my life.

All i wish is to have my memory to be written into a book,

which allow others to see and feel what is my story's about.

As i look into Past.

All i got is regret, missing the old times, and tear will just flowing down on my face.

As i look into Present.

i feel i'm wasting my time on what i'm shouldn't do.

As i look into Future.

I wish i could live in a normally and low and plain life style,

as long i got my love one, live in a small house,

with our good memories,

then it's worth to me.

So for now i'm wishing for all to my best, my friend, my love of.

i wish to thanks you all for walking and being

part of my story.

Thanks .

My new working place :3

I cant wait for my new working place :3

wee~ today i just went to there to tidy the stock,

and the design is nice just a bit small for me i guess,

i cant jump and run in the shop any more~

but i got new environment to play with.

Weee~ I hope got new and more shop to open soon!!

HILLS HERE I COME ! RAWR

Rawr assignment !

OH SHIT!

I'm really going to die now,

My assignment is OUT!

Marketing is describe 4P of marketing for a company, wee i know what to do about this :3

Creativity Design , i will die ,

eerm assignment1 make 3 poster about rain forest world music festival

i have no idea how to do the research, cause i only do the final always XD

Assignment 2 , to make a 45sec video clip about a drinking product that will be use on WORLD CUP :(

GOING TO DIE means that stupid lecturer wont let me use photo at internet , i have to go take my own photo @@ curse me !

There my new hair style , i just cut it yesterday, same as always nerd to style and noob IDK HOW TO STYLE!!

SOMEBODY TEACH ME!

Recently, i'm really tired of it.

Guess i really mean it,

it's not your fault or what,

just maybe it's just me~

All i got from your reply was like: " Oh ok , Oh thanks , Oh bye " and etc

Just maybe a little more care or words?

I know your tired and stress on exam.

But i feel like i'm just Mr Nobody ~!

Kinda sick of it,

Maybe i think too much about it.

But still i will continue going on.

Ending?

From what you say, i respect you for what you made.

I know what he can give , i cant give.

So i choose to give up, if u found a better one.

But for what, u say. you must promise it.

For what i see, we'r still living under the same sky , on the same earth.

No matter how , i wish u all the best from deep down of my heart.

As for now, u told not to be cry, yet i could not hold myself,

but to get sad.

Human are all the same, we share the same feeling.

Love, lust, envy, greed, power and a lot more .

to know you as in my life, i'm grateful to it.

as fate let us to know each other.

No matter how, knowing you will be part of my memory, my story

to let me continue and live on with it.

As it hold in my memory till the end of my days.

I make my own choice

I make my own decision.

I choose to go FORWARD with my FULL LOVE on You :3

to choose this road to love you,

even it might get hurt more,

i still choose it,

just to have sweet memory about you,

your face, your eyes, your LOVE.

Nothing can be request more just to be with you :3

But i wont regret no matter how it end.

I cant forget it, i need to live and walk forward with it

this is how i'm being taught by my old fox.

i am grateful what i am , what i choose.

with no regret.

I Love You CT.

Should i or not?

Speaking of LOVE

What is LOVE?

Anyone know what is it?

For me everytime in a relationship,

i always put a lot of my LOVE in it.

End up, i get hurt the most,

Not sure, when will i get my true love.

As, my reading say, I will find my true love when i reach a more mature level of LOVE.

Hmm... should i put more? or start keeping the LOVE i give to him?