【 Kaka's True Self 】

Old Classmate

2010-07-25T13:59:00.000-07:00

So funny i was surveying for Nikon D90,

since i got photography class at next semester

I went to 1TJ which is 5min from my house . . .

1st i come to visit my old friend

Benedict Teo and his dad shop at 1TJ,

i'm shock when i saw alot people at his shop ONLINE . . .

Hahahaha~ we chat for while and glad to see him again.

And i walk around the shopping mall

and searching for graphic tablet ( wacom )

and saw alot of stuff :X

but the funny part i'm so blur that pass by janet

while not noticing her...

then after asking the D90 for how much . . .

i go back to search for wacom

and saw her :D she saw me but did't call me . . .

it's fun to see her and chat with her again XD

time pass by very fast i chit chat with her almost 2 hour plus at her working place

that's all XD

BTW mum call me to get a cheaper cam T^T

Busy

2010-07-23T14:37:00.000-07:00

seriously i never thought that i would spend a night over yew tai's house
and rushing the assignment . . .

So far so good, i done all my assignment expect . . .

MALAYSIAN STUDIES!

Oh well, ah bong and me don't have time to complete it already.
so we gave up.

Speaking of assignment,
1st of all i would like to thanks Yew Tai's mum for the food .
God Bless all of your family members :3

2nd I HATE U MICHEAL! DONT U DARE POST THE VIDEO UP OR I RAPE U!
a good model but somehow after micheal editing it look like i'm a porn star ! NOT GOING SHOW U ALL~

3rd i did't sleep for almost 2 days YEAH~

2010-07-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

So it's been a while since i update my blog...

i wonder anyone miss my blog or even care to read it?

Oh well i will talk a bit about what recently i do. . .

= Me =

Currently i'm so stress about my assignment , exam coming soon and a lot more stuff. . .

Bla bla bla . . . so many thing to do . . .

= work =

well i'm going to quit my job soon ,

i wonder how can i get my income

= pet =

getting worry of them . . .

Manga Fox: One Piece Manga Series

2010-07-05T10:45:00.000-07:00

Manga Fox: One Piece Manga Series

I'm so tired

2010-07-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

Recently really i'm super tired....

that day i was going open k with my boss them,

me and liz was like staring a girl ,

who's fat till the oil look like muscles,

then she say if she was me i rather go die,

i say yaya same lo T^T

she say : i dont even dare go out

i say : yalor , i rather die than going out

then we 2 laugh :X

then when we'r going back,

got 1 person drunk and he look like being posses by ghost or what

look so scary T^T

So today when i reach school , i saw class dont have people

i call mr you tai he say we skip class now at XXX

i was like WTF i come in nthing to hand in also wait die

u all put me areoplane wuwuu

then he say fast fast run dont let william see u XD

then ok i say i skip school....

today like WTF i'm damn unlucky ,

forgot to bring my socks then today open shop

3 people call me girl = =

few days ago i dont see people calling that why today so many people grrrrr...

then then yesterday got 1 group of FUCKASSSUCKER of aunty

they was like trying whole shop then bought 2 tees and legging

nvm they want new i take , ENDURE!!!

then when they come back , the STFU aunty say what?

Aunty : This L look so small

Me : cause this is new one

Aunty : no ler This and that

Me : cause the one u try we got iron before , so it look more bigger

= I SHOULD SAY BECAUSE IT LOOK BIG BEING WEAR BY U FAT ASS =

Then i ignore her....

Guess what she ask? If damage can change? i was like WTF?

i feel like saying ARE U STUPID?

I'm not selling laptop or PC where the hell i can change for u?

tsk tsk tsk ....

i ask them check and complain this and that ...

THAT'S ALL :(

= I write until here going back eat and enjoy my ranch town at FB =

2010-07-03T12:40:00.000-07:00

Dang Dang Dang Dang~

= Working =

This is Mr Koo. Our new Full timer , future supervisor of mine :D

Mr Nice guy, + handsome than me ahaha

=( i'm messy that time....

I want take photo with him tomorrow :D

Btw , liz come and say alot stuff with me ,

thanks her for cheering up me ,

really i thanks you alot for cheering me when i'm down,

She ask me today , so how are you now? ok ler ma?

I reply : Yes ok alot ler...

Then Bla Bla Bla

Night time we go eat and sing K

we talk again , and i found out we have the same taste,

we like the same food, the same kind of guy ( tan and sun shine and Single-edged eyelid guy )

She told me next time she got BF , she wont intro to me

cause she say i will steal her BF :D

Muhahahahahaha , I want iphone 4 i'm waiting it reach SG or malaysia....

= Pet =

Omg my female heat sandfire eat my male tail ( Bite )

Now my male heat sandfire tail bleed and it's like a dry fish ;(

My heart are so pain , i love them so much :(

= Okie i write until here tired and feel want to sleep :D =

My Crazy Lecturer Sister XD

2010-07-01T15:03:00.001-07:00

Today, while i'm having my lunch with my classmate.

we went to wan zai to eat,

and guess what? small sam is retard,

Hiao May disturb her and she come to hit me while i'm eating :(

- then after eating when i'm back to class -

Miss presssca ask me~

Miss : EH~~ XXXXX ~ i want to ask you something.

May and Small Sam ask me just now one~

then May and Small Sam : No No No don't

Miss : Eh!

Me : ok ok come come come ... you whisper to me

Miss : you know if i got something curious i cant get into sleep and keep thinking about it.

Me : then i tot , shy , ah aha ah yes la yes la , his my VEGETABLE ~

Miss : ah ! what vegetable? huh? May what is he talking?

May : Vegetable la~

Miss : What vegetable ? got alot different kind you know?

Me : Vegetable la?

Miss : No~ I want ask . . . . You like Girl or Boy?

Me : Both ah~

Miss : ahhh~ OH SHIT!!! Really ah?

Me : yala

- Then Miss Presssca go into front -

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wtf she asking something like that XD

= PET =

Just nw i went to check them,

they look hungry but i'm out of idea what to feed them :(

i took some carrot put in front of their mouth and they ate it,

so HAPPY

= Status =

Tired and alot course work :(

= K k i write until here :3 drop by and leave me something weird ok? =

My stupid dream.

2010-06-30T14:29:00.000-07:00

Haha, while i was working today,

we talk alot of funny stuff,

i told them~

Me : I want to be model!

They : in ur dream! cause your too short!.

Me : Hmp! I will buy Taller shoes + the increase height pad to put in the shoes !

They : . . . ( ignoring me )

Me : T^T!!!

- School -

i was skipping school today , as i forgot to bring my laptop down which it cover all my stuff , exercise and assignment :( so i plan to lie and skip school.

- Working -

O.O seriously, i work today kinda tired, cause 1st july our shop going to have grand opening :D

Wish me luck :3 i want to eat !! T^T i want rendang! Hungry-Ing

Oh yea i meet the new full timer :X he seem blur . . . too bad i cant eat him T^T rawr

I NEED FISH!

- Okie time to go hope i can update tonight , recently i just come back home and sleep very tired + i'm suck T^T -

GIVE ME FISH!!! I NEED FISH!!!

I'm so stress...

2010-06-29T10:33:00.000-07:00

So what now? i'm in the middle of the night and i'm super stress!

Why?

I need to make 3 rough, and 1 exercise by tomorrow and now i'm sick with super big headache!

some more i have to work till night tomorrow

oh ya~ by the way, i'm so worry about my pet,

They did not eat for whole day today!

I hope tomorrow they will eat. making me so worry about them X_X!!

- k k that's all for now head-aching tsk tsk tsk -

Weee

2010-06-28T14:13:00.000-07:00

Ding~ Ding~ Ding~

Seriously i did't update my blog for like 2 days?

So i wonder did any of my friend miss my blog?

or not? ='/

Haha anyway i'm going talk about some stuff :3

On sunday, i was alone at my working place ( new working place la )

then on the noon i was so cold that i call DOM,

Me : Dom! I'm sooooo cold~

Dom : Huh?

Me : i say i'm soooo cold~

Dom : i'm eating now~ with friend~

Me : =O

Dom : don't disturb me kao zai~

Me : =I okie lo enjoy ur dating T^T....

then i hang up the phone ~ ~ ~

Then i call my boss Liz ,

Liz : aiyer , why you call me your phone credit too much ah?

Me : cause i miss u ma ~ so i call you lo~

Liz : ni hen er d ~ ( mean geli ) her favor sentence XD

Me : where got~

Liz : i tot got something important want to find me ~

Me : no la, just miss you

and alot more~ hahah ( but i keep hearing someone laughing at the back i wonder who is that girl)

- epic cool fake hair -

i was tidying and i saw 3 fake hair XD so i decided to play with it XD 1st one i seem like a rocker or what XD 2nd one i look like ah kua XD ( japanese girl style hair = =) 3rd nothing diffrent just the front part more longer XD. .. . i will upload the picture i guess? if someone request it Hahaha~

- School -

Arh~ Mr william say i did wrong for my exercise = =!! WTF sigh @_@

now i got 3 rough ~ 1 review to do ! 3 assignment !!! oops 4 assignment!!!

- My baby pet -

Yush ~ i got my baby pet , i wonder what should i name it?

they are so lovely that i keep watching them ~

muhahhahaa grow up faster baby~ i love you 2 mucks

- that's all for now since i'm blogging last min before going out , i will update more when i come back from work -

Thanks Q

2010-06-26T08:29:00.000-07:00

I Thank for all my friend who cheer me up when i'm down,

support me :3 thanks a lot ,

i grateful to have u all as my friend ^^

and i wish to bless you all with all my bless.

Btw when today i go to hills,

there is event , about 2 artist come.

but i watch like 10~20min then i leave,

cause i totally dont have idea who are them and which one is them?

muhahahaha XD

- Continue with my fake mask on -

Ding Dong Dang

2010-06-25T09:04:00.000-07:00

Dang Dang Dang ,

Let my heart seal to calm me down.

i dont want others to worry about me.

as i wish you all the happiness you can get from ur new lover.

i will sit here and bless for you and him.

and i shall wait for the time to come for me to be active again.

so for now i shall seal it to remain who ever i am.

so that i dont have my dark side to come out rampage,

as i let all my friends suffer for it.

i will wear a mask to fake myself,

until when time come,

for me to take off to someone special,

or to be taken off by the special one.

that's all for now . . .

A apologies from me.

2010-06-24T10:37:00.000-07:00

1st of all i want to ask this,

I'm sorry to you , Mr Hao, Miss Small Sam and Miss Chan.

because of the rude behavior that i'm acting today,

due of my stress recently and my personal stuff.

i'm almost going went wild.

hope u bare with me .

thanks Q and a million sorry .

seriously i'm so piss.

2010-06-23T04:47:00.001-07:00

Recently, i'm being eating my dinner like 2~3 person meal.

so i'm getting super fast fat ...

Btw when today i was walking back to the shopping mall,

i have to walk past the super busy road! ( i mean alot of cars )

But when i reach there, there is only like 1 car coming but it's so freaking slow,

like 20/40/kmp i was like what the fk?

you know it's like the back of the car have no cars,

suddenly it's like 20~30 cars coming VERY fast.

i was like WALAO EH!!!

then the guy drive past hear it and drive more faster.

- i did't know that the window of his car was open -

SHIT la him, guess what i saw .

he was driving facing left side to speaking with his friend.

PLEASE THE ROAD IS NOT YOUR FATHER ONE! DRIVE FASTER IDIOT!

Time

2010-06-22T10:43:00.000-07:00

Time.

Time pass by every sec on what your doing or what your thinking.

As for me, time are like my story line.

It help me to write my life story,

from the day i was born till the end of my life.

All i wish is to have my memory to be written into a book,

which allow others to see and feel what is my story's about.

As i look into Past.

All i got is regret, missing the old times, and tear will just flowing down on my face.

As i look into Present.

i feel i'm wasting my time on what i'm shouldn't do.

As i look into Future.

I wish i could live in a normally and low and plain life style,

as long i got my love one, live in a small house,

with our good memories,

then it's worth to me.

So for now i'm wishing for all to my best, my friend, my love of.

i wish to thanks you all for walking and being

part of my story.

Thanks .

My new working place :3

2010-06-21T22:06:00.000-07:00

I cant wait for my new working place :3

wee~ today i just went to there to tidy the stock,

and the design is nice just a bit small for me i guess,

i cant jump and run in the shop any more~

but i got new environment to play with.

Weee~ I hope got new and more shop to open soon!!

HILLS HERE I COME ! RAWR

Rawr assignment !

2010-06-21T05:45:00.001-07:00

OH SHIT!

I'm really going to die now,

My assignment is OUT!

Marketing is describe 4P of marketing for a company, wee i know what to do about this :3

Creativity Design , i will die ,

eerm assignment1 make 3 poster about rain forest world music festival

i have no idea how to do the research, cause i only do the final always XD

Assignment 2 , to make a 45sec video clip about a drinking product that will be use on WORLD CUP :(

GOING TO DIE means that stupid lecturer wont let me use photo at internet , i have to go take my own photo @@ curse me !

2010-06-21T05:10:00.000-07:00

There my new hair style , i just cut it yesterday, same as always nerd to style and noob IDK HOW TO STYLE!!

SOMEBODY TEACH ME!

Recently, i'm really tired of it.

Guess i really mean it,

it's not your fault or what,

just maybe it's just me~

All i got from your reply was like: " Oh ok , Oh thanks , Oh bye " and etc

Just maybe a little more care or words?

I know your tired and stress on exam.

But i feel like i'm just Mr Nobody ~!

Kinda sick of it,

Maybe i think too much about it.

But still i will continue going on.

Ending?

2010-06-17T11:33:00.000-07:00

From what you say, i respect you for what you made.

I know what he can give , i cant give.

So i choose to give up, if u found a better one.

But for what, u say. you must promise it.

For what i see, we'r still living under the same sky , on the same earth.

No matter how , i wish u all the best from deep down of my heart.

As for now, u told not to be cry, yet i could not hold myself,

but to get sad.

Human are all the same, we share the same feeling.

Love, lust, envy, greed, power and a lot more .

to know you as in my life, i'm grateful to it.

as fate let us to know each other.

No matter how, knowing you will be part of my memory, my story

to let me continue and live on with it.

As it hold in my memory till the end of my days.

I make my own choice

2010-06-05T11:25:00.000-07:00

I make my own decision.

I choose to go FORWARD with my FULL LOVE on You :3

to choose this road to love you,

even it might get hurt more,

i still choose it,

just to have sweet memory about you,

your face, your eyes, your LOVE.

Nothing can be request more just to be with you :3

But i wont regret no matter how it end.

I cant forget it, i need to live and walk forward with it

this is how i'm being taught by my old fox.

i am grateful what i am , what i choose.

with no regret.

I Love You CT.

Should i or not?

2010-06-03T10:03:00.000-07:00

Speaking of LOVE

What is LOVE?

Anyone know what is it?

For me everytime in a relationship,

i always put a lot of my LOVE in it.

End up, i get hurt the most,

Not sure, when will i get my true love.

As, my reading say, I will find my true love when i reach a more mature level of LOVE.

Hmm... should i put more? or start keeping the LOVE i give to him?

Sigh

2010-05-22T17:01:00.000-07:00

Why nowdays kid are so desperate for sex? that stupid guy request sex with me i reject last night he msn me say kuching who else is gay , i told him that is secret u have to find out urself he give me tons of shit , in the end he scold me lame . wtf with this kid brain , did he desperate for sex till his idiot? You did know how dangerous this world could be in u step in. . . dont act like a cheap slut.

Oh yea to my love one wish u luck and all the best on ur performance !! and spank u ah still dont want give me ur pic T^T

Sky~

2010-05-21T09:53:00.000-07:00

It's so nice to visit my aunt place , a place which i grew up when i was a kid. I'm happy and enjoying to go back to her place, but sadly when i grew up i begin to getting lesser to visit her , which everytime i think of that, deep down in my heart feel the pain. I miss that place alot , i can say , my aunt are poor and not as wealth as her other sibling :3 but i do like staying with her , each time i come i feel like troubling her X_X

but what i like the most , the place is so relaxing , compare to my house now , i feel i live at hotel or wad just to come back home to sleep then early in the morning i have to leave the house =( oh well what can i do?

What Should i do?

2010-05-19T11:42:00.001-07:00

I have no idea what he think about me,

For me for sure i will choose him.

but , the worse part is we are not in the same state.

his at west and i'm at east.

if we want to get together ,

for our 1st meeting will be end of dec which i go KL to shopping/play.

I'm scare that he will find a new lover by that time.

His too good for me , but i don't know what to do.

Some more i wonder could i transfer to KL d Segi?

i want to meet him as soon as possible.

but i have to graduate 1st in order to go KL.

to live. . .

What should i do? i'm Freaking crazy now , out of my mind now . . .

A new beginning?

2010-05-19T01:46:00.000-07:00

Well hard to say, let me update my freaking old and bored blog X_X!!

1st of all , i was thinking of did i find my Mr Right Guy? For somehow , he make me forgot my of ex and want him more , but i'm not sure that i can maintain this relationship or not , his a mr nice guy , i found him very cute and interesting . Oh well i think of like , i don't know why i have feeling toward him , but i feel that i going like this guy more.

But somehow i feel werid , today + yesterday his message is kind COLD toward me , but as i'm thinking of it , maybe is because i bothering him too much and troubling him.

All i can say is like that, i wonder will he accept me in the future , who knows? but for sure i will choose him :3

Well i did this drawing for him , the 1st of is totally failure, so this is the 2nd one which i'm lacking of colour to do for it more nicely, i just hop he like it.

When he ignore me i feel that, there is tiny needle poking me ... as if did i put too much " LOVE " into him already?

Oh well , i will write until here , so to be continue .

Werid and Sweet dream?

2010-04-30T15:38:00.000-07:00

After exam i'm kinda tired, and sleep early at night. So i have this strange weird dream. It make me feel that i still love him so much, the strange thing was it was like those romance movie, to chase the one who i love, when he was going to leave this place then have hug and kiss ?

Sky look pretty and calming don't they?

It's like just a normal day after break up, i wonder why i had this dream, it's just like what recently i though of , knowing that he cut his hair like an army solider head, yet all it appearing in my dream, i'm blur i don't know why? I feel want to cry. . .

It's like i'm living in a big mansion, trying to forget him, but at once i hear his leaving here to go his favorite place " Korea " , and in dream is weird i know when is he leaving and on last min i rush to the station ( i wonder why it's kinda oldie, instead of Airport i got a Train Station ). . .

Oh well, once i reach it station i keep running to find him ( i'm blur as always ) until i reach the end of the station, i can't find him. Weird huh? like those romance movie, he like chasing in my back and appearing it front on me, and i feel like crying, then he hug me and kissed me . . .

Then he hugged me to his station place, and telling me his going, i can't stop crying by that time, but all i know after this i'm earning money just to going to Korea to meet him and I woke up just like that, Like the Happy Ending . . .

Although it's just a dream, but i'm so happy that i dreamed about him , still the same old guy i know even his like almost bold his still look handsome no matter how he is.

Oh well , i hope i got enough courage to call him out next time , although i'm not sure does he want to see me again? Times change a lot beside you, you wont realize until you lost it, guess it's true.

Ok, i'm back to sleep, kinda headache now and i got to work later Full Shift !!!

wonder got double pay or not? since today is 1st of May :D 7.12am Finish

Andrew Lee Potts

2010-04-27T12:17:00.001-07:00

【 Andrew Lee Potts 】

Do you know who is he?

I kinda like this guy when i watched 【 Alice's Adventures in Wonderland 】, his in the act as Hatter in that movie , which fall in love with Alice :3

Omg i'm so falling in love with this cute guy ~

Date of Birth
29 October 1979, Bradford, West Yorkshire, England, UK

Birth Name
Andrew Lee Potts

Nickname
Pottsy

Height
5' 9" (1.75 m)

Mini Biography
Andrew was born on 29 October 1979 in Bradford, West Yorkshire, England, UK to dad Alan and mum Sara. He has a sister, Sarah-Jane, who is also an actor. He studied at Leeds Performing Arts School and started out in musical theatre. He is now a veteran TV actor and has been in a catalogue of all that is best in British television.

Trivia
Is the brother of actress Sarah-Jane Potts.
Ex-brother-in-law of Tony Denman.
Frequently writes, directs, produces and acts in short films with Keychain Productions, a company he co-founded.
Has a nephew Buster Alan, born 2004.
Lives with his partner, "Primeval" (2007) co-star Hannah Spearritt.

So yeah~ his married?

Alice Alice in the Wonderland

2010-04-27T12:08:00.001-07:00

Title 【爱丽丝漫游奇境】

【 Alice's Adventures in Wonderland 】

Seriously it's been a while since i write something into my blog, i being busy working, rushing assignment , a lot more

now with exam on here i'm so tired . . .

Some thing to say muahahahahah , on yesterday exam , i only memorize like question A1 only the rest i kinda " LOOK " at my notes which i copy for the exam XD . . .

Don't say exam anymore, so today i was at home same as usual rotting like nothing to do , i open PPS to see got any nice movie , Actually i want to see 【 Alice's in Wonderland 】 , but u see the one i saw at pps is 【 Alice's Adventures in Wonderland 】, ok at 1st i really don't how the movie look like , sorry to say i'm really busy till i don't even know what new movie on now days. . .

In this story kinda funny , instead of like old times alice in wonderland story , this story kinda High Technology. Alice come to wonderland to search for her boy friend , which is the Queen of Heart's Son :X but what i like is in this love story which Alice fall in love with Hatter :D casting by Andrew Lee Potts , OMG u know his so cute :3 a cute guy even his in acting as Hatter :D

Animelo Summer Live 2009 REBRIDGE - Zankoku na Tenshi no These - angela Main Focus

2010-04-01T18:42:00.000-07:00

A brand New ME :3

2010-04-01T15:30:00.001-07:00

A brand new me :3

i cut my hair short ! ( Don't cha love it <3>

Hmm... well i was trying to change my blog skin,

some how it keep getting weird and weirder until i have no idea how to do it , so the best i delete all my post XD

hahha , i being acting retard cause i'm gamming

then someone from msn login and maked me lag

i just deleted them ( so far i deleted 2 of them )

mushhshs , sad i'm being a jerk nowdays xD

i'm looking for it for my year end vacation <3

Btw, my new blog skin look so plain =X