Sigh

Why nowdays kid are so desperate for sex? that stupid guy request sex with me i reject last night he msn me say kuching who else is gay , i told him that is secret u have to find out urself he give me tons of shit , in the end he scold me lame . wtf with this kid brain , did he desperate for sex till his idiot? You did know how dangerous this world could be in u step in. . . dont act like a cheap slut.

Oh yea to my love one wish u luck and all the best on ur performance !! and spank u ah still dont want give me ur pic T^T

Sky~

It's so nice to visit my aunt place , a place which i grew up when i was a kid. I'm happy and enjoying to go back to her place, but sadly when i grew up i begin to getting lesser to visit her , which everytime i think of that, deep down in my heart feel the pain. I miss that place alot , i can say , my aunt are poor and not as wealth as her other sibling :3 but i do like staying with her , each time i come i feel like troubling her X_X

but what i like the most , the place is so relaxing , compare to my house now , i feel i live at hotel or wad just to come back home to sleep then early in the morning i have to leave the house =( oh well what can i do?

What Should i do?

I have no idea what he think about me,

For me for sure i will choose him.

but , the worse part is we are not in the same state.

his at west and i'm at east.

if we want to get together ,

for our 1st meeting will be end of dec which i go KL to shopping/play.

I'm scare that he will find a new lover by that time.

His too good for me , but i don't know what to do.

Some more i wonder could i transfer to KL d Segi?

i want to meet him as soon as possible.

but i have to graduate 1st in order to go KL.

to live. . .

What should i do? i'm Freaking crazy now , out of my mind now . . .

A new beginning?

Well hard to say, let me update my freaking old and bored blog X_X!!

1st of all , i was thinking of did i find my Mr Right Guy? For somehow , he make me forgot my of ex and want him more , but i'm not sure that i can maintain this relationship or not , his a mr nice guy , i found him very cute and interesting . Oh well i think of like , i don't know why i have feeling toward him , but i feel that i going like this guy more.

But somehow i feel werid , today + yesterday his message is kind COLD toward me , but as i'm thinking of it , maybe is because i bothering him too much and troubling him.

All i can say is like that, i wonder will he accept me in the future , who knows? but for sure i will choose him :3

Well i did this drawing for him , the 1st of is totally failure, so this is the 2nd one which i'm lacking of colour to do for it more nicely, i just hop he like it.

When he ignore me i feel that, there is tiny needle poking me ... as if did i put too much " LOVE " into him already?

Oh well , i will write until here , so to be continue .